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Dear Keithie, 

 There will be no textbooks in the future, and more often than not, there will be no answers.  We need to start our own experiments in this world from a place where there are no similarities.

You should look back and seek out your past experiences of venturing into the unknown, to let go of the guessing, judgment, thinking, verification, and action methods you learned there. No one can tear themselves apart from their past self and leap into tomorrow. Nor can anyone guarantee a leap into tomorrow simply by striving towards the future.

To tell one’s true color  just do the fact check. Observation and reflection are hand in hand, and that is how I learned about the cruelty of true humanity. 

Again, disrespect and sweet coating words all lead to cheating and snobbery calculation. That is not true value of life that our education system teaches us. Education is training people to be a good worker and neighbor. 

You need to know how to get to that world without textbooks and standard answers. 

Wherever you go, I will go too. Because I saw you my younger self who desperately wanted to be one of “them”, to be included but found out that they didn’t cherish my efforts and strengths. I was not confident because I didn’t know those people who were just acting like they were superior. Once I saw through their behavior and manners, knew more about them, I realized that I was even better and stronger than them! The thing is I’d better hiding, do not cause their jealousy which will invite back stabbing.

In short, avoid the people who disrespect and jealous you. 

Never give them chances to hurt you once you find out how they treat you, never give them the second chance by very carefully watching them. They always try to stampede our boundaries. 

To please such people only make them more powerful by bullying and taking advantage of us. We are fools in their eyes. Good persons but stupid. I don’t want to be one of them at all. 

A sign to recognize them: they don’t care about people.

Running away from them, and run fast . 

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